why do i love you so much?

you know how mysterious it is, how love works. how theres no words to say how much i love you, yet theres names like baby, sweetheart, darling, partner, love of my life etc..

so when you ask me seriously, why do i love you so much after all the hurt and unhappiness i get from you. you ask me if its cause we lasted so long and the things we do together.. i tell you.. its nothing like what u think. its cause..

I still love you cause i want to wake up to you, i want to share my everything with you. my success, my highs and my downs. its not my habit, its not cause its been 4 years. its because.. i do love you after 4 years, not the same as how i loved you then. but i love you even more so. i hurt, i grow, i know how to love you better. thats why. i jus know you're my partner i want, despite all the hurt.. cause we are suppose to grow together as a couple. we falter, we make mistakes, we change - but we do it together.

im reminded that i love you, and i just needed to let you know so. cause sometimes its not that we dont know, its just that we need a little reminder.

Grey's Anatomy has been therapeutic. but not therapeutic enough...